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Originally uploaded by AlexEdg.
對方竭力使我自相矛盾（其結果就是使我的一切言語陷於癱瘓）；
要不然，就是輪番使用勾引和使你掃興的手段（那是戀愛關係中最常見的）；
他會從一種狀態突然轉變到另一種狀態，令你猝不及防，剛才還是那麼含情脈脈、溫柔甜蜜，一轉眼就變得冷語冰人，或一言不發，或一走了之；
再不然，就是以更難以覺察，但卻同樣傷人的方式，巧妙地「打斷」談話，不是從一個（對我說很重要的）嚴肅的話題突然跳到另一個毫無意義的話題，就是在我說話時，故意對我話題之外的事物表現出明顯的興趣。
簡而言之，對方不斷把我引入我的死胡同：我既不能擺脫這種困境，又不能在裡面安身。(126)*******
我陷入了矛盾：一方面，我相信自己於對方的了解要超過其他任何人對他的了解。由此，我便自豪地向對方炫耀自己對他的了解（「我了解你——我是唯一真正了解你的人！」）；而另一方面，我又常常意識到對方不可捉摸、不可控制、不可探尋這一事實；我無法開啟對方，追尋他的本源，並解開這個謎。對方從甚麼地方來？對方是誰？我殫思竭慮，我永遠無法知道。
換一種說法：「我無法了解你」的意思說「我將永遠無法知道你究竟是怎樣看我的。」我摸不透你的底，因為我不知道你是怎樣摸我的底的。(137-138)羅蘭．巴特《戀人絮語》；汪耀進，武佩榮譯。台北：桂冠圖書，1994，第126，137-138頁。
Machinery II
Originally uploaded by Don_Gato."My advice, if you find yourself awake late at night, is to sit down and do some mathematics." (8)
"You sleep till noon, you eat junk, you don't work, the dishes pile up in the sink. If you go out it's to buy magazines. You come back with a stack of magazines this high— I don't know how you read that crap. And those are the good days. Some days you don't get up, you don't get out of bed." (8)
"Push yourself. Don't read so many magazines. Sit down and get the machinery going and I swear to God you'll feel fine. The simple fact that we can talk about this together is a good sign." (11)
"Do you plan to have a social life...You gotta pay your own on dates, at least the early dates, say the first three, otherwise they expect something." (51)
Auburn, David. Proof: a play. 1st ed. New York: Faber and Faber, 2001: 8,11,51.
Percy Bysshe ShelleyLift not the painted veil which those who live
Call Life: though unreal shapes be pictured there,
And it but mimic all we would believe
With colours idly spread,—behind, lurk Fear
And Hope, twin Destinies; who ever weave
Their shadows, o’er the chasm, sightless and drear.
I knew one who had lifted it—he sought,
For his lost heart was tender, things to love,
But found them not, alas! nor was there aught
The world contains, the which he could approve.
Through the unheeding many he did move,
A splendour among shadows, a bright blot
Upon this gloomy scene, a Spirit that strove
For truth, and like the Preacher found it not.
Love in the Sun Halo
Originally uploaded by misses.boggs.詞:TANK、徐旻鈴不該再浪費力氣 做些迂迴的事情
用眼神直接對你輕聲細語
你沒有別的表情 總微笑轉過頭去
輕易解開我傳送的謎
如果這樣還算不上有默契
至少能代表我們有夠聰明
不用再問為什麼
不用再說些什麼
瞭了 懂了
我們都一直愛著
不用再擔心什麼
不用再害怕什麼
累了 睡了
牽著手一起入夢了
一直算不準天氣 錯過期待的場景
沒在彩虹出現那刻說愛你
你一定善解人意 知道我想的事情
所以下雨不急忙回去
